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Blue Bells

Joy is in the air and the sun will shine on Christmas day but this worry and pain won’t go away.
I’m supposed to be happy,
I’m supposed to be okay but I’m not at ease
The pain won’t go away,
I mean its the holidays,
I’m supposed to be okay,
Jesus was born on Christmas day but why can’t he take the pain away?
My arm feels stiff and I can barely lift it,
My mindset is misplaced and I don’t know how to shift it.
I’m supposed to be happy,
Jolly,
I mean I’m sitting by the christmas tree…………….
The tree has purple, green, red, silver and gold bells but there are too many blue ones and that makes me go oh well……………
My mind is the tree and the blue bells represent sadness and anxiety that prevent me from being truly happy,
There are too many blue bells on my christmas tree.

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Christmas Cuddle

The air is frigid,

The pavements are filled with snow and this hot chocolate is legit but thinking about you is like a bad habit I can’t quit,
Cookies and milk wait by the chimney for good ol’ saint nick and while I’m excited to see him,
I look forward to your kiss more and when you I get it I won’t cry because I’ll be caught in the bliss of your lips and your hands around my hips.
Holiday programming infests the tv screen in our room.
The room where we laugh,
Share memories,
The room where you cuddle me and tell me you love me,
The room where I feel comfortable and free because your next to me,
Not anxious and lonely………..
So baby……….
I look forward to your christmas cuddle,
When you never let me go,
When we reminisce by the fire and watch the snow fall outside of our window.
I look forward to the warmth of your snuggle
Because it always lets me know that I won’t spend the holiday alone at home.
I’m too grown for silly little materialistic presents,
I want you right now in the present.
My christmas buddy,
You and your fluffy sweaters,
Your smile,
Wow I want you to come home right now so I can stare at it for a while.
I look forward to your company,
So baby…………..
I look forward to your christmas cuddle,
When you never let me go,
When we reminisce by the fire and watch the snow fall outside of our window.

Sunny Christmas

It’s Christmas day and the sun is out…………………
It’s brightness represents what the holiday is about.
I run outside, stare at the sky and think “What did I do to deserve this!” My oh my,
I run inside, I’m alive!
I want some eggnog ice cream to eat by the tree and I wanna look for the presents that belong to me.
The sun has invigorated me and I can be as happy as I wanna be
Because it’s a sunny christmas!
Yellow, blue and bright,
No need to shovel away pesky snow tonight amongst the lights.

 

Sunny Christmas,
Never had one in my life and I can’t wait to let the warm weather be my guide
This christmas time in my life
I thank God for today, the perfect
Christmas day…………..

 

While I’m at it, I’ll whip up some peppermint lemonade or maybe an eggnog shake with some oreos………
I’ve got eclectic tastes that are kinda cool ya know
So I’ll cherish this forever and forever and forever and ever

 

Sunny Christmas,
Never had one in my life and I can’t wait to let the warm weather be my guide
This christmas time in my life
I thank God for today, the perfect
Christmas day…………..

 

Christmas Rain

December 25th………………….
Snow is what makes this day legit right?
I mean I have hope that it will show up and that I’ll stare at it from my window with hot cocoa in my cup……….
Well right now that possibility in my city is itty bitty,
Far and few,
It’s likely that I’ll be waking up to some rain-filled dew on my grass but who cares?
I’ll look past that, spend the day with my family and celebrate the savior that has ransomed me and set me free in the midst of this christmas rain…………………………………….

Granted

You wake me up every morning and I don’t say thank you,
I only boo-hoo about my problems,
I don’t ask you for solutions to solve them,
I take you for granted.
You bust your but for me everyday,
Everyday,
Everyday, Yet everyday I take of your kindness in every way
You love me and I love you,
Why do I take advantage of you?
You pay attention to me more than anyone else yet when it comes time to pay attention to you I put you on the shelf.
I take you for granted………………..
I have the basic necessities of life,
Yet I complain about the things I can’t control…….
I take the good and bad things for granted……
I need to bloom where I’m planted yet I always have this desire to move,
I constantly want more,
Maybe I want too much…………………
I take what I already have for granted..
What’s wrong with me?
Internally, I have a lot of work to do………………………….
I need to learn how to bloom where I’m planted,
I need to stop taking simple things for granted,
Granted
Granted
Grante
Grant
Gran
Gra
Gr
G
Stop looking out and look in.

Thank You

I woke up this morning and got out of bed,
Thanking you should be the first thing in my head
I tend to put other things in front of that and ignore you,
You and the things you do,
You gave me another breath,
You deserve more than my ultimate respect.
Ultimate praise,
You gave me another day to get things right and the sun is shining right in my face………
I still have a secure roof over my head and a bed to sleep in at night,
I have food to eat,
Books to read,
Supplies for studying,
An education,
An opportunity to acquire a higher education,
Family,
Friends……….
I am more blessed than I think.
I have clothes to wear and spare,
I’m loved
I’m loved
I am loved
I am loved
I am loved.
Someone cares for me,
Their love is my security,
Someone cares for me.
Thank you.
You don’t have to do it but you do.
Sometimes I take you for granted when I complain and it causes unnecessary strain on my voice and places my mind in a bind so I become blinded by thinking about the things I don’t have instead of relishing in the things that I do have………………….
I want seconds,
Thirds,
Fourths,
Ugggggh when I will sit down and be thankful for my primary portion…….
Things will never be perfect mean I have to stop thanking you
So…………
thank you
Thank you
Thank You
THANK You
THANK YOU.

Gratitude Gone…………..

Shoes are everywhere and people are losing it…………………………..
Watch your step…………………..
You don’t want to fall or get hit!
Things are flying off the shelves like wildfire!
The Hunger Games who?
Who knew?
Everyone wants a piece of the pie,
Deal after deal,
Steal after steal,
You feel like you’re in a movie you never signed up for…..well actually you did when you entered the store,
You didn’t want to stay home and snore your food off…..
So you came here……..
You want the deal
The steal and if that’s how you really feel then………
That’s how you feel….
Sometimes it feels surreal,
Gratitude gone.

H-A-R-V-E-S-T

Heavenly.
Apples, pumpkins, pie, grapes, corn.
Rejuvenating,
Very
Enjoyable, energetic,
Seasonal. A time for
Thanksgiving.

G-R-A-T-E-F-U-L

Gracious,
Refreshed,
Alert,
Thankful,
Euphoric,
Fulfilled,
Up
Lifted.

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